#296
Lately I've been in a no-human-interaction funk, there have been days where I just spend the whole day out studying alone and not talk to a single person for about 12hours? I only speak when i get home and even then it's not much. It gets really depressing and lonely sometimes but thank god I met Sarah and Jolene by chance at Mccafe today....studied with them it made me feel so much better just having company :)
I was having a pretty bad day because despite all the revision i still couldn't complete a single vectors question and that made me so !@#$% annoyed. That coupled with the usual humdrum of life and the current twist of (not good) events happening to me right now I just lost it and ranted to Kaize whom I was texting at that moment.........
And that angel suddenly came to find me and had dinner with me!!!! Then we went to our usual swing place by the park where we'd usually talk about life and so on..... It was just a good 2 hours spent and It made my entire week because idk, i'm really not used to people showering me with so much love and attention that they would travel down just to find me and keep me company and just be there by my side as we talk about shit (literally HAHA). It made me feel special, thank you you are a really great friend :))))
I know some people have been trying to help me by advising me and such but honestly it makes me feel worse. I know they have the best of intentions but sometimes......I just need someone to listen. Don't make me see things from anyone's POV or try to shove opinions down my throat. The power of a listening ear is seriously underrated.