#220

[fixmypapercut]

miss those days when i could just run next door or to the opposite block
just to seek solace in my friends
whenever i failed a test
whenever i got scolded
whenever i had a crap day
or just simply
whenever i felt like talking to someone

miss those days
how we'd wait for each other after school and go home together
or how we'd have our jelly parties
lying down on canteen benches
talking our hearts out
singing songs in malay class
running for the bus
all these little things

school doesn't sell jelly
i don't have malay class
and i don't even take the bus anymore

i'm in a good school with great friends
but
i can't help but to feel extremely unsettled with where i am right now

year in year out i face the same problem
am i really that unlikeable?

rly need a big big hug