#175
loot$$$$$$$ this week. super happy with the maroon pullover - i've been looking for it since forever!!
also i need someone to kidnap my card for me bc i keep spending and spending and SPENDING :(((((((((
the holidays have been spent pretty wisely with about 10% productivity 40% fun and 50% lazing on the bed watching friends (totally bry's fault). not too bothered by the fact that i didn't really study much because this is gonna be the last breather i have in a while. been feeling pretty stressed lately because i keep thinking of this: "what am i doing in jc???"
don't get me wrong, its not that i absolutely abhor mj (in fact, it is a pretty nice place) or that i want to run away from the cutthroat curriculum (actually i do haha but that's besides the point) - its simply because i realised that the line of work i want to be in and what i want to do is not even close to what a jc offfers. to make it simpler, i am simply just wasting my two years in jc when i can be in np fms doing what i want, doing what i love.
nevertheless very thankful and blessed to have people like n in my life who'd go out of their way to make me feel better even when they have waayyyyy more important things to do :) i guess i'll just spend my 2 detour (as i'd call it) years wisely!
term 2, come at me bro!!!!!!!!!!
mansy x