#157 little things
it's almost ridiculous how i can lie on my bed, convulsed in sobs one minute and then giggle like a schoolgirl the next, (i just realised i sound deranged. i blame shinhwa) i miss people who don't miss me back. my best friend doesn't seem to want to talk to me anymore (i really think she hates me sometimes but who wouldn't haha), my fav girl's birthday is tomorrow and i have no idea what to get still, i am running short of cash, i miss shannon lee, 학교2013's final episode airs tomorrow (am very sad) and school starts next week. to put it mildly, life hasn't been good to me lately. an as i type somewhat of a conclusion to another typical pointless, wishy-washy post, it is 0757am. my body clock is back to screwing up again.
^ listening to one of my favourite songs.
i sincerely wish and pray that nobody goes through their favourite band's breakup. god know how many tears i've shed. although i've moved on, putting up a facade is tiring and i hate to say it but i miss the other 3. sure, call me the obsessive, overdramatic fangirl but you have no idea how they can make me laugh on days when i can't even smile.
Click to view^ listening to one of my favourite songs.
i sincerely wish and pray that nobody goes through their favourite band's breakup. god know how many tears i've shed. although i've moved on, putting up a facade is tiring and i hate to say it but i miss the other 3. sure, call me the obsessive, overdramatic fangirl but you have no idea how they can make me laugh on days when i can't even smile.