#110
#110 #110 #110
company of the people i luv ♥
been out with so many people after exams, my money flew along with it too though.
REAL STEEL with Zakiy and Atiqah was awesome, it was a major great catch up session. And real steel is arguably the best movie of this year, i really want to catch it again. Hugh Jackman is one sexy fella and the movie made me and Iqah cry cause we're such girlz. Hahaha lepak-ed with them at the playground and left for home :') Pierced my right lobe too. This addiction has got to stop....
L4D2 with simhong and shamirah, fantastic company as usual :') Hahahah played audition too and i can safely say i am able to spend $10+++ just at LAN gaming. Suxballzzzzz i am such a money spender. Daiso with them, H&M and dinner :) I love Cine. It's a nice place..
Came to school during recess with @apatheticfreak and @nabilahr. LIKE. A. BOSS. Woke up around seven-thirty and ate lovely breakfast before strolling to school and tapping in at ten-thirty. It felt good, being rebellious.........Went over to Vania's yesterday after school to accompany her cause she was alone at home, it was niceeeee. Junior masterchef + clicknetwork marathon, laughed till my insides hurt. Left for home around tenplus? I can't wait for stayover this friday, hopefully all works out.
And of course the many many many many lepak sessions at potong pasir which im too lazy to post about. He he he :-----)
Studies, results, expectations....
Its exhausting, really. When you studied so hard and you get such disgusting results. My l1r5 has shown absolutely no improvement at all, my end of years has gone to a 28? Really now, 28? What the hell happened to <20pts? I can't even go to any decent junior college, wait....not even any junior college. /facepalm.
I failed chemistry, shocker of the year ha ha ha. I flipped through my paper hopefully looking for any careless mistakes to comfort myself but nope, that paper was my best. 45% was my best. My mum said it was okay and i can do better but it hurts knowing that i've let down everyone who believed in me. I'm trying my best here but what happens if your best is never good enough knowing that hard work can never ever replace intellect. It's true, hard work can somehow get you among the top few but intellect never fails. And it's easier, i guess, for them. But i'm not asking for any top few positions, just a decent pass and an okay-looking l1r5. But apparently even that's too much to ask for..............
It's alright, i'll just work harder i guess. I'll work hard enough so that every time i go to PP i wont have to look longingly at the SA uniforms imagining it on me. I'll work hard so next time when i go to Vania's house i wont have to swallow that ginomorous lump of longing in my throat every time i look at that school from her window.
Gryphon'11
Idk i get this strange feeling of happiness and satisfaction every time i see my campers tweeting about how happy they are being in Gryphon and how they're gonna enjoy COALs. Hopefully we all don't disappoint as instructors.... Came for their first meeting and i am so happy that they got over their awkwardness and were all laughing and having lively discussion. :') Feeling like a proud mama. Well my dao-ness has certainly failed, but hearing them say that i'm nice makes me a little happier because i never really get compliments. Haha go figure.
Me
I need to be a little smarter, a much happier, and a lot nicer person. I want to not screw up (for once) and i want to do better. Be a better friend, sister, daughter, student, instructor, girlfriendLOLJK. Big dreams never killed anyone, but the pressure is suffocating me. So it's up to me to rise to the challenge, i guess. Gonna keep my head up. Gonna be brave and run all the way to the end with my head up!! :)
SNSD's The Boys is flawless, magical, fabulous, gorgeous, etc ♥♥