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two thousand and ten
Writing this cos i'm sure i can't remember 1/2 of the shit that happened three years down the road. Fckg word vomit....memory vomit. I'm referring to my planner ha. Let's goooo
2010 started with coming to school late on the first day of school, epic. "we still have time to go home nabs, let's go home!". Baking cupcakes for valentine's day, getting alot of stuff for valentine's day. LJ trip with 2/O to Seremban. Partying in our hotel rooms. 2nd night spent hth talk with Nabilah Diva Parvathi En Ching Jeslyn Poorani Amira. Sleeping at 4am and almost missing breakfast. Getting nominated for assistant monitress (and rejecting it). Spent birthday with Brenda @ IKEA. Getting so much presents and wishes for the fckg first time. Going out with t-list to cine to spazz. Liverpool coming to Singapore. Free cone day with Vanessa Div Ashlie. Fainted in Home Econs Lab. Getting scolded like shit during MTP Session with bloody Doris. Ponning tuition and slacking at playground. BDiv wining RGS and getting nats 3rd. Massive Bily Banja. Losing against gvsec. Diva being asst monitress and failing badly haha. W2D. Watching vball's awesome match. Passing math for the first time in my secondary school life, and getting an A1 at it fuck yeah. Breaking a plastic cap at bugis and having to pay $10 for it. Hth talks with Nat on the bus home. Study dates at the library with netballers. Baking @ Shahf's house with Nat Gerry Sham. Netball farewell, fun gamessss. Missing out seeing Junsu at T2 and crying for the first time. Losing sanity aft 4hrs of Math and Science. Escaping to the toilet and staying there for hours. Watching The Last Song and crying like abcdefg. Htht with Brenda during jogging, emotional breakdown. Seeing BEAST and 2AM, fckg epic. Tablepartners with Evan. Emails with Hannah+Belle. Epic national day celebration with Nabs Shahf Amira Sarah Diva Jeslyn Parv. Parvathi's birthday. Changing table partners, Poorani and Jody (L)(K). Breaking a chair with Poorani and Jody. Sleeping in class x98739. Getting sent out of class. Teasing fern forever. Actually calling her fern. Marissa and Amira karaoke and makeup party @ my house. Jalan raya with cedar peeps, staying at Sharifah's house for ungodly hours. Jay Park fanmeet. Texting in Math mock test. Not being able to go to Kpop Night. Crying like mad because I can't go to Kpop Night. Fell out of fandom. Fell in fandom again. Realised fandom isn't everything. Knew who I can and can't count on. Studyg with Hilman Marissa Khalis and Hazim. Getting my phone confiscated by Mahani and yyfh being a prick. Seeing Junsu Jaejoong Yoochun live. Red ocean. Freaking out cos my mensy didn't come for months. ALPHA'10. BTC. Plaza sing with Alpha. Slacking at Yuhui's house with Wei Qi. COALs. High e. Disappointing our instructors. Hth talk with Alpha. Sexuality confusion ha ha ha. Ou-ing a senior for the first time, and subsequently un-ouing her. Forgetting someone's birthday and feeling horrid about it. Feeling so fuckg insecure about myself. Bought a polaroid. Pig out day with Shamirah and Vanessa Kerk. Starting tuition again. Finding my love for antm again. Falling out with Brenda. Screaming vulgarities at people. Crazy hair day with 2O. Getting an award for the first time in secondary school life. Getting closer with a lot of people. Netball camp, sleeping during sentry duty. Queuing overnight for MNET Ultimate with Wan Xin, Leng Jen and Xian Tong. Seeing 2PM for the first time ever. Getting 50.5 for Malay EOY. Mahani's disgusted face at me. Flunking EOY science, and yyfh still asking me to take trip. Countless pizza deliveries during alpha meetings. Running away from instructors. Saving texts. Out with Shannon Aqilah Lidiya Poorani Chelsea and Alamelu. Spending my last day of 2010 with Nat and Shamirah. Getting a lot closer to Hazirah and Gerrie. Wonderful seniors. Countless laughter.
I really like 2010 in comparison to 2009.
To those who made me laugh, to those who loved/love me, and most importantly to those who are still here with me despite everything, thank you. Happy New Year <3