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The eccentric heart feels...
The presence of a deluded habit breaks it's mold... It finds me hovering in the corner waiting for it's sweet embrace. The fight is getting slower and the outcome seems dire.
He has had me from forever...dear Mia...You have had me from hello. Oh how it pains me to admit this. I thought myself strong, but I'm like all the rest. I can't live with out you repeatedly shouting oaths and truths into my waiting ears. I want what you can make me into...I know perfection hurts and I'm willing to sacrifice everything to hold you once again in my waiting arms...
Then I picture my love..
the love that has kept me strong over the months...the love that I think about everytime I get the urge to run into your arms....the love that will forever turn his back on me if he knows I still love you, because my other love...hates you...hates you for changing me the first time...because you made me forget him. and he loves attention, he couldn't be with out my attention...sigh
I'm torn between two selfish hearts...one being my own..
So for now, I bend and kiss you good night, my sweet Mia...
May you rest your perfect head and dream of me.
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Ana...captivate me...rape me...take me as I am,and make me who you want me to be... I'm Your's for the taking!
The presence of a deluded habit breaks it's mold... It finds me hovering in the corner waiting for it's sweet embrace. The fight is getting slower and the outcome seems dire.
He has had me from forever...dear Mia...You have had me from hello. Oh how it pains me to admit this. I thought myself strong, but I'm like all the rest. I can't live with out you repeatedly shouting oaths and truths into my waiting ears. I want what you can make me into...I know perfection hurts and I'm willing to sacrifice everything to hold you once again in my waiting arms...
Then I picture my love..
the love that has kept me strong over the months...the love that I think about everytime I get the urge to run into your arms....the love that will forever turn his back on me if he knows I still love you, because my other love...hates you...hates you for changing me the first time...because you made me forget him. and he loves attention, he couldn't be with out my attention...sigh
I'm torn between two selfish hearts...one being my own..
So for now, I bend and kiss you good night, my sweet Mia...
May you rest your perfect head and dream of me.
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Ana...captivate me...rape me...take me as I am,and make me who you want me to be... I'm Your's for the taking!