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i cant believe the whole new years thing fell apart. i said from the start that i was gonna stay in newport cos i wasn't going to be able to get to merthyr and back due to expensive travel etc.
i did invite people to the transpose party, but as far as i know people weren't too interested because of 'what goes on'. hahahaha, it was awesome as fuck though and i had a hell of a time partying till 8 in the morning, chatting shit for hours and sleeping through the whole of the next day. i dont know if work are going to be impressed with my antics but i bloody am!
so here it is...new fuckin year...
one thing i've noticed about my friends in the past year gone is that a lot of people i know who used to be up for a jolly gay old time are now either keeping distance from each other, forgetting about each other or just going completely insane. personally, i think im forgetting people without even meaning to.
...what we all have to remember is that were only this young once and soon we will be grown up and completely isolated from each other and just distant memorys in our minds, all regretting not having a fuckin good time and not enjoying our short lived time of life where there is no REAL problems. lets not let stupid shit stop people from being friends because there are lots of fuckin problems that people have that are a lot worse than yours so fuck it.
i've got two personality goals this year, and they are to worry less and enjoy myself more.
i did invite people to the transpose party, but as far as i know people weren't too interested because of 'what goes on'. hahahaha, it was awesome as fuck though and i had a hell of a time partying till 8 in the morning, chatting shit for hours and sleeping through the whole of the next day. i dont know if work are going to be impressed with my antics but i bloody am!
so here it is...new fuckin year...
one thing i've noticed about my friends in the past year gone is that a lot of people i know who used to be up for a jolly gay old time are now either keeping distance from each other, forgetting about each other or just going completely insane. personally, i think im forgetting people without even meaning to.
...what we all have to remember is that were only this young once and soon we will be grown up and completely isolated from each other and just distant memorys in our minds, all regretting not having a fuckin good time and not enjoying our short lived time of life where there is no REAL problems. lets not let stupid shit stop people from being friends because there are lots of fuckin problems that people have that are a lot worse than yours so fuck it.
i've got two personality goals this year, and they are to worry less and enjoy myself more.