i just dont care enough
thats whats really starting to become my take on life. im being fucked up to people and still expecting to be taken seriously.
theres too much im trying to accomplish.
im going after things to go after them... im doing things to look busy... all the while digging holes....
i know that the past 3 months have been crazy, i know the nest 2 are gonna be hell.
i know in the past 3 months ive accomplished more than i did in the previous 8 i also know everything ive accomplished, gotten over, stopped caring, forgot about, is going to come crashing down at full speed in aprox. 72 hours. i know im calm before the storm. im basically a blank sheet of paper right now. worth just as much.
im way to day to day these days.
im plotting ways to make you feel bad.
im plotting ways to rub it in your face.
i dont/cant understand what you did was unintentional.
i dont take what you say seriously.
i dont believe you in general.
i still think your a liar.
i even thought about what to wear.
the above is adressed to some one differently than this.....
as for you.
october 4th will be the best day.
just as the 8th will be the worst.
but i want to check out seattle.
and i hope your reading this.
your weird and alot of the times i dont like you.
but what really makes me sick is i love you.
ill see you soon baby,
and maybe when we see each other we'll find a reason as to why we keep running away.
theres too much im trying to accomplish.
im going after things to go after them... im doing things to look busy... all the while digging holes....
i know that the past 3 months have been crazy, i know the nest 2 are gonna be hell.
i know in the past 3 months ive accomplished more than i did in the previous 8 i also know everything ive accomplished, gotten over, stopped caring, forgot about, is going to come crashing down at full speed in aprox. 72 hours. i know im calm before the storm. im basically a blank sheet of paper right now. worth just as much.
im way to day to day these days.
im plotting ways to make you feel bad.
im plotting ways to rub it in your face.
i dont/cant understand what you did was unintentional.
i dont take what you say seriously.
i dont believe you in general.
i still think your a liar.
i even thought about what to wear.
the above is adressed to some one differently than this.....
as for you.
october 4th will be the best day.
just as the 8th will be the worst.
but i want to check out seattle.
and i hope your reading this.
your weird and alot of the times i dont like you.
but what really makes me sick is i love you.
ill see you soon baby,
and maybe when we see each other we'll find a reason as to why we keep running away.