i do not simply wish you were here.

Apr 03, 2010 12:52

being offered the job of an accountant. thats what i compare this to. you are secure and taken care of. if you take the job, it would be predictable, yet comforting in the knowledge that it wont disappear. you'll be controlled, because really, how much freedom is there really when it comes to numbers, taxes, and the like. your boss will often be cruel, but not realize it. you are just overly sensitive because everything else is so monotonous. PC Load Letter

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you were offered a position with the peace corps. it doesn't pay as well, but if it works out, you could travel the world forever, making it a better place for all. often times, you won't shower and your meals will be sparse. there will be joy. laugh lines and wrinkles. stories to be told instead of sitting at a desk.

you quote things i’ve told you back to me. listening, observing, acting.

you correct things i’ve told you back to me. listening, observing, acting.

i love __________ because God has blessed me by putting it in my life when i deserve nothing.

things could be simple either way. one just requires my self-esteem quickly diminishing.

i know which one i choose. maybe i’m not taking the step because i’m scared that it is not actually an option.
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