it's been two months
since i started weight watchers. i've lost twelve and a half pounds, it's working. had a sketchy start there, but they adjusted my points and voila, weight loss. i am looking forward to being able to cross my legs again. i am looking forward to being able to walk up and down stairs without it killing me. i am looking forward to being able to walk, period. i am looking forward to being better able to fit into an airplane seat. i am looking forward to having more energy. i am looking forward to less strain on my injured knees. i am also happy that my inlaws are not going to sell their house in this economy. i was looking at living in the boonies, without being able to go to swim class or see the friends i have made here. so hooray! wonderful news. i have a new friend from ww. she is smart. the kind of smart that makes me just nod a lot in conversations because i feel like i have nothing to contribute. but i think the next time we meet i will just say what comes to mind, instead of just sitting there feeling like an idiot. i have lost the ability to engage in certain conversations and i'm trying to improve that. like politics. i can't discuss politics. i don't know enough, and i envy those who do. i'm not really down on myself right now, just noticing things. i'm actuallyl doing well. my family, well my son and his family are going thru something very hard righ tnow, so anyone who wants to send up some positive vibrations would be so appreciated. i'm doing well, i'm doing well.