Show choir isn't all it's cracked up to be
Or maybe it is. It depends on who you ask.
Yesterday we had a practice and we worked on a song we haven't gone through really seriously yet. I have the music and a CD to practice with at home, but since we hadn't gone through it with the director it seemed silly to try to work on it on my own- especially considering the rhythms.
Oh, the rhythms.
It's a syncopated rhythm which is just hard- I assumed it was hard for everyone. Apparantly not, since half way through our sectional someone just exploded and started bitching how we were singing straight rhythms. I'm pretty sure I was the only one who didn't get it.
I don't feel like I deserve to be in this "prestigious" group anymore. I feel like a loser who got in because she needed more sopranos. I feel like shit.
And on my college application, all I talked about was how proud I was to get in. Because that meant I was worth it. I guess not.
I don't know who to ask for help because everyone seemed so frustrated. I don't know.
Yesterday we had a practice and we worked on a song we haven't gone through really seriously yet. I have the music and a CD to practice with at home, but since we hadn't gone through it with the director it seemed silly to try to work on it on my own- especially considering the rhythms.
Oh, the rhythms.
It's a syncopated rhythm which is just hard- I assumed it was hard for everyone. Apparantly not, since half way through our sectional someone just exploded and started bitching how we were singing straight rhythms. I'm pretty sure I was the only one who didn't get it.
I don't feel like I deserve to be in this "prestigious" group anymore. I feel like a loser who got in because she needed more sopranos. I feel like shit.
And on my college application, all I talked about was how proud I was to get in. Because that meant I was worth it. I guess not.
I don't know who to ask for help because everyone seemed so frustrated. I don't know.