Jan 31, 2005 13:43
*Yeah, I’m grounded and it’s making me extremely angry. I can’t check my email or anything. So, all of my friends who have tried to email me recently that are beginning to think I’ve forgotten about you, I love you. I swear I still know who you are. Oh man. My parents got in a huge fight yesterday. They were yelling really loud. I heard every word. I wanted to call someone, anyone to come and get me. It just made me think of right before my parents got a divorce; they used to fight like that too. Then, I started thinking about when my mom and Joe used to fight. Painful memories. At least this fight wasn’t about me. Oh well. Let’s not talk about that anymore.
*Yeah, if this girl doesn’t stop laughing, I’m going to hit her. She has one of those laughs that makes me want to slit my own throat. Seriously.
*Oh man, I almost forgot to tell you. Well, Friday night I went with my parents to their karate class. It was kinda boring, but afterwards we all went to Applebee’s. That was cool because I got to sit and talk to Michael the whole time. Yeah, he’s 16 and I kinda like him. He has a nice butt. I don’t think anythings going to happen. We’re just friends. Plus, my dad wont let me date him anyways.
*I don’t know what I want anymore. I think I kinda like one of my really good friends. It’s kind of weird tho. I mean, I’ve liked him for a while, but now I don’t know what to say. I don’t think he feels the same way about me. It’d be cool if he did, but I wouldn’t want us to like break up and not be able to be friends any more. Oh well, I give up. All boys are stupid.
*I have to go to some stupid freshman orientation thing tonight. I don’t exactly want to go. Hopefully I’ll get to see some of my friends outside of school.
(Chelsey, it’s not Austin. I’ve told you who it is, so if you don’t remember that’s your problem.)