Ugh!!
I wish i knew what exactly it is that i want. My head is still confuzing me. It's like, one minutes i know exactly what i want and the next i dont know what i was thinking of. In this care I'm talking about boys. It's begining to drive me crazy. I mean, i want Buddy alot, but i dont know, hes not the same all the time. What i mean is, when we hangout, outside of school, he's like, i love hanging out with you, i love you, and all that good shit. Then, the next freaking day at school he acts like absolutly nothing happened the day before, like i dont even exist sometimes. He looks at me like he's expecting me, waiting for me, to do something. The problem is, I have no idea what it is he expects out of me. It's like he wont ask me out until i figure out exactly what he's waiting for. I dont know anymore. I like him a lot, but i want something to happen. I'm tired of the same things happening between us. Oh well...
That's all for now.
-Leah-
That's all for now.
-Leah-