last trip for the year.
i had so many plans for myself last year. 'to complete' was my resolution into becoming a better person but thinking back, i don't think i am any different from the previous years. i still think the same way and believe in the same things. but atleast this year, i find myself procrastinating less, i am more serious in the things i do which is good for me, cause i wouldn't have made it through anything, otherwise. i thank God for giving me directions to get me to where i am now and for giving me the life i've always wished for. and of course, without hard work and my own efforts, none of this would even be possible. i wouldn't say 2009's been such a shit year although, shit truly happened and i kept having to miss birthdays and parties due to work. all that's gonna change in 2010. i want to be more independent, always wanted to be. financially, emotionally. i want to spend next year fully-knowing that i can only depend on myself just in case the same shit happens again. i don't need to prove to anybody and i don't need to do anything in anyone's favor. as the saying goes, those who matter won't mind and those who mind, won't matter. all i have to do now is to reorganize my priorities and filter good friends from the bad ones. ahh i'm so tired of resolutions, they never worked for me. 2010's gonna be simple and fuss-free.
so, just chill.
so, just chill.