The sky is falling down...but hopefully not too far
Well yah the past week or so has been pretty fucked up to say the least.....For starters last thursday night my dad started having chest pains again but he wouldnt go to the hospital so my mom took him to the doctor friday and they ran like 4 hours of tests on him...they sent him home cause nothing looked too bad...but yah so then i got stuck home the last weekend of my spring break because my mom didnt want him home alone in case something happened so yah...then greg came over saturday night and we hung out and by that point i was kinda feaking out about everything cause i just had this feeling that everything was going to fall apart again...so i ended up talking to him and started balling....which is big cause i never and i mean basically never cry in front of people...but he held me and made things a little better.....then he came over sunday again and that was actully a really good day....we hung out and watched The Notebook together and it was just adorable idk but i really needed a fun day like that to cheer me up....then monday we started back at school which is gay cause i hate that place so yah and i was really tired cause i havent been able to sleep latly...Then yesterday i woke up and we have the weird meap schedual which is kinda gay too but oh well its 2 less hours i have to be at the hell hole so i wont complain...but yah then i got home and Greg came over like right after he got home...then my mom got home at like 5 and told me that the doctors had called and my dad failed his stress test so now they have to go in and do somethng and he might have to have open heart surgery which really scares me...i know its good to have everything fixed now before sometihng worse happens...but im just scared somethng else could happen...idk....but yah ive been kinda freaking out about that latly along with a few other things but yah i gotta go now....its gorgeous outside so maybe ill get out and get my mind off things....
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XO Danni