Apr 22, 2009 10:43
[Have Faith, looking angry, sporting a nice set of bruises on her knuckles from beating Ozzie up. It felt good, that little rush she gets when she's in the zone and no one can beat her because she's that damn fucking good. She's stalking down the hall, lips all caught up in a snarl. She's in the mood for more violence, all that energy and adrenaline thrumming through her and wanting to prove that she's more than just the spare Slayer, that she's more than just worthless trash. It's a slippery slope and she's not wearing hiking boots - beating up some punk kid and what's next? Stealing? A nice knife in the gut? Strangling someone and watching them die? A couple of staff members hurry out of her way when they see the look in her eye because it's downright murderous because Faith is not a happy bunny today because she wants to prove that she is not nothing. She stops abruptly and faces a wall; arms stretched out and locked at the elbows, hands flat on the wall and she takes a deep breath before pulling her leg back to kick the wall hard, leaving a nice boot dent in it. Her breath is a little shaky and she tries to get herself back under control but she is fucking livid right now. It's not long before she's sinking a fist into the wall - left so it matches the right - and plaster gives way under her knuckles. She lets out a scream of frustration and slams both fists against the wall, yelling 'fuck' repeatedly. There's plaster around her and she's probably screaming a few names, maybe Buffy comes up more than she realises. She doesn't care. She's trash, the bad one, the one that gets cut deep and left to bleed. Ziva's done the same and she's really not going to forget that for a while.]
[[ooc: Double post this week because...well...Faith is very effing angry right now. And why yes she did punch Ozzie twice, kick his leg and then destroy his bed. This is also setting up for something that's happening in the next week or two and sort of follows on from the previous entry and when she said she feels responsible because starting very soon, Faith will be roaming around at night between 9pm and 1am, checking the halls and communal rooms and grounds because patrolling is what Slayers do, even the spare. Ziva invoked her inner voice of "you're nothing" and that's why Faith is sort of in a really bad mood because she refuses to show her teary side.]]
[[ooc 2: Feel free to have someone go bug Faith while she's being a complete psychopath. She's having a very bad day and she has to tell the truth so that's just a super good time for her. This is meant to take place on the second floor when she's going back to her room before she had a sudden attack of the crazies and had to beat up a wall. Oh and Faith is fixing for a fight, the more physical the better so yeah - go nuts.]]
where is my happy place?,
not such a good mental state,
angry faith is very effing angry,
just a spare,
open and raw like a fresh shrimp,
fucked up