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i cant help the things that i do or why i do them and i cant tell you why im insane or what makes me this way. i cant stop crying and i want to do it so bad. he just freaked out and left because i am stupid. and because i dont like myself. and because i really am the biggest piece of shit known to man. i hate myself for doing what i do and i dont know what else to do in its place. stuck in a rutt and i hate sarah green.