waiting
I'm so sorry, for every little thing I ever complained about. I found out today that I only smile for one thing, and one thing keeps me going all day. This person didn't know it until when I told him today. He told me I was an amazing girl and that I could find someone who cared about me. I said I was sorry, and he said that he will always care about me. My mouth is dry, and I miss him more than I could possibly imagine. We've been broken up for over 10 months, and I'm moping around waiting for him. Like I promised I would. "I'll wait for you, even if it means standing in the desert waiting for rain." I'm waisting my time, but it's my time. And he's worth it, even if he never does come back.