who will read this?

[fitzvicious]

well its been over 2 years since my last post. dont expect anything grand here to read and enjoy, its not going to be anything really, just a post that is meant to be a post, nothing more or less. much has changed over the past years, and of course, life has not gotten better, its gone down some, i guess thats what happens as you age. i guess the things that have changed are these, drink more, smoke more, become more of nothing. basically ive just become a shittier wersion of who i was before, the excitement is overwhelming i know. but that is the story so far, love lost, life lost, myself lost, what a wonderful life, and if youve read this far, then im baffled as to why. of course this is just a small summery of my life of recent, the true mystery is still and probably always will be, locked inside destroying everything i am cause thats how it works.

the rope burns shorter everyday, and unfortunatly the rope isnt ever lasting.