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Apr 16, 2005 03:52

well im only updating b/c...it doesnt matter. it's time i said some things....
i dont fucking care if you care. i dont care, what you care, i just give, what you recieve.....

you all think your smart in some way, that you'll make a diffrence, but you won't. you'll buy into love and money and disregard you past dreams and thought b/c in the future it will be crap to you. i will tell you now your lives wont amount to anything, your lives wont change the world. you will not do anything for the world. you can read your books, ace your tests, do your drugs, believe your faiths, believe you will make a diffrence, but you won't. you will all die and will be rubbed out of existence as time passes on, you will not be anything, not even a memory. you know this deep in your heart but womt admit it. i know i am crap and am worthless to all of you. i will die miserable and in pain. and i excet that. some say i've doomed myself , but you've doomed yourself. fuck me and fuck you.

i would kill myself to allow you to live. what would you do for anyone? nothing. thats what. you will be nothing, think you will, think you know shit, no one knows anything. if you all ended i'd feel no remorse. why should i? b/c i knew you? fuck that. fuck you, fuck me.

what have i become? you could have it all. i will make you hurt. you are someone else, i am still right here. i will find a way.

i have burned myself, and not on my leg. right in the middle of my palm. which is not usual for the people who know me b/c for the past 2 1/2 years, thats where i've burned(on my leg). but fuck you all. changes must be made, first with yourself then with everything you see.

no one knows me, and i don't know anything, but at least i know im not anything, so you should alo. remember your a human, change can be made, but if it isn't, nothing will be diffrent.

fuck you, thats the main point of this, b/c you think you know shit. you will all die, and in the last moments of life, you realize you were nothing. the end.

-fitz.
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