boiling my brain in your blood
Today has seemed to last forever, and as much as i try to not think about the past... i can't stand it. There are so many things i wish i could say to you, could do to make things better between us. But i feel like i have lost the opportunity. i never know what to do and this time i feel like i have it all figured out... but the truth is it will never work, and i will never succeed. i will never be your wife... and i surely will never amount to anything soooooo why bother?