measure up
i feel that no matter what i will never be good enough, but you will continue to string me along. And even though i know it's over in my heart except that last little bit that is clinging onto something that no longer exsist, and prolly never did.. i still can't let you go. i keep thinking you will finally realize how much it is hurting me, and ya know .. change. but that's like saying you can change the past... its not fucking possible.
these days i am feeling even worse than normal, i don't know what my deal is. maybe i am mentally preparing myself for this break away.
i suppose i really jsut need to come to terms with the fact that i am not good enough for anyone, and i will never measure up to their standards!
the pain won't go away, it won't ever, how can i let it go, when it is the only thing i can feel?
these days i am feeling even worse than normal, i don't know what my deal is. maybe i am mentally preparing myself for this break away.
i suppose i really jsut need to come to terms with the fact that i am not good enough for anyone, and i will never measure up to their standards!
the pain won't go away, it won't ever, how can i let it go, when it is the only thing i can feel?