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[fitzofpassion]

DAMNIT i still love him and all i want to do is go there and be there for him. And i can't tell eric about how i am still in love with him and i really shouldn't be with him. don't get me wrong i do love eric but nothing like how i love him. why i am i so crazy. everytime i talk to him now, he tells me he loves me when we hang up the phone. WHY!!

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le sigh

[squidkisses]

does eric know you talk to him ??

damn these boys...

houdini is always scared cuz he fucks up, gets caught, crys on me...then suddenly...he isn't in trouble but he still needs me...calls me...

bonnie he and i r seriously EXACTLY how we were when we were dating...only...we don't live together and he isn't all i love you and blowing me kisses...

it makes me sad cuz...i dunno how muhc more i can take...

seriously we BOTH need out of these situations....

they r drowning us

Re: le sigh

[fitzofpassion]

yeah eric knows that i talk to him.. it doesn't bother him... what he doesn't know is that austin tells me that he loves me... but there is somethign that heppened to austin wed. that is really terrible and i just wanted to rush to him axtually i am going to call you right now!!

Re: le sigh

[fitzofpassion]

well damnit i tried to call you but.. the phones at this place dont have long distance i will call you tomorrow night