Jun 05, 2007 00:04
Well i have to make yet another decision pertaining to my life. I guess i decided that i wanted to go to college on a whim and whether or not i follow through with it i am unsure of. I also have been offered a position as a day staffer, which is my goal and that usually takes a year plus. I will A)get paid more and B)have much more interaction with older kids. Ultimately that is what i want to do. It just sucks working nights because i don't really get to build that bond with the kids like say if i worked with them one on one for longer periods of time. and i sleep like shit.
on another note, he called me again. he was sober i guess he has been for awhile now and he kept telling me that he loved me. all i said was, how come you love me now when it is clearly too late.