Jan 31, 2003 10:39
What’s your name? Who’s your daddy?
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I am just in the way of… things, so…I will stop? I don’t know it’s just a feeling I get. I cause more wrongs than I do rights. So, make it right.
Yesterday, my mom said to me… “Kellie, can you at least…try to smile.” I said “Mom, I DO try…it’s just.. hard..” You know the rest of the story. It’s hard to do…when you aren’t around.
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What is the point of fighting anyway? What’s the point of talking shit? What’s the point of getting so mad about everything? What’s the point of crying? What’s the point of doing anything these days?
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For all of the people that I have trusted and talked to about all of the things that are going on in my life, for all of the people that I have called best friends, for all of the people who would say I was their “best friend”, to all of the people who just picked up and moved on in their lives without me, to all of the people who haven’t called when they said they would.. no one ever called, for all the people who said we would be friends forever, for all of the people who said they would listen to me when I needed someone to talk to, for all of the people who I listened to when they needed a favor, or needed a friend to talk to, for all of the people who said they would be there, and aren’t. Where are you now? Why aren’t you here when I need you the most? And why did I hurt the one person I could always count on doing ALL of those things? You've picked up and left me behind.. and most likely blamed it on me.
I just want my best friend(s) back.
.xox.
.kellie.