You have no idea the heaven you are about to enter.
11 days. In 11 days I will be starting a completely different life. For 12 years high school has been my life, whether I wanted it to be or not, and now it is over. I can't decide whether it's a feeling of accomplishment, sadness, happiness, or what to feel really, because in all reality, i have no idea what to expect.
So everyone can sit here and complain about all the shit that this summer has brought, and how much "Nashua Pride" has been forgotten, lost and stomped on.. and i completely agree. But, for me this summer brought so much more than that. This summer taught me who i want to be, and who i don't want to be. Not neccesarily what i want to be, or who i am right now, but I have much more of a better understanding of life and what is has to offer (no matter how gay that sounds). During this summer i have grown up, matured, turned my whole life around.. and turned it into something that.. not neccesarily i enjoy, but.. into something that i can cope with. I dont need to be unhappy all the time, and i dont need to get upset over stupid things. I dont need to stupid, endless drama that comes with high school and immaturity. I guess everyone needs to just realize that you don't need to live for anyone else, and its not everyone else's business that matters.
It's like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders, and the mask that i have been wearing has been taken off. This summer made me grow up. Not the type of growing up that you don't want (like, being a mundane 30 year old.), but the growing up that teaches you so much..the growing up that brings you past the little things that dont matter.
So with all the "I hate Nashua"'s and the "I can't wait to get out of here"'s, Nashua is what made me who i am, and made me realize what matters and what doesnt.
The people here: i will never forget them, no matter how much i would or wouldnt like to. It's them who taught me what i need to know.
I wish everyone the best of luck in whatever they choose to do.
I've turned over a new leaf..
With Love,
Kellie
So everyone can sit here and complain about all the shit that this summer has brought, and how much "Nashua Pride" has been forgotten, lost and stomped on.. and i completely agree. But, for me this summer brought so much more than that. This summer taught me who i want to be, and who i don't want to be. Not neccesarily what i want to be, or who i am right now, but I have much more of a better understanding of life and what is has to offer (no matter how gay that sounds). During this summer i have grown up, matured, turned my whole life around.. and turned it into something that.. not neccesarily i enjoy, but.. into something that i can cope with. I dont need to be unhappy all the time, and i dont need to get upset over stupid things. I dont need to stupid, endless drama that comes with high school and immaturity. I guess everyone needs to just realize that you don't need to live for anyone else, and its not everyone else's business that matters.
It's like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders, and the mask that i have been wearing has been taken off. This summer made me grow up. Not the type of growing up that you don't want (like, being a mundane 30 year old.), but the growing up that teaches you so much..the growing up that brings you past the little things that dont matter.
So with all the "I hate Nashua"'s and the "I can't wait to get out of here"'s, Nashua is what made me who i am, and made me realize what matters and what doesnt.
The people here: i will never forget them, no matter how much i would or wouldnt like to. It's them who taught me what i need to know.
I wish everyone the best of luck in whatever they choose to do.
I've turned over a new leaf..
With Love,
Kellie