big dynamite, short fuse.
ok. so Im going on my whiney self pity drama queen rant now. Plug your ears.
Its so NOT FAIR that everyone gets on with their partners so well. NOT FAIR! I try and try and fucking try and we can't go more than two weeks without having some kind of fucking epic meltdown. So frustrating. Sitting at work thinking about said melt down, and then a friend comes online that I used to fuck, he's fucking practically married and he starts in on the flirty messenger messages and then I realise, he wants to internet-fuck me! YUCK! Go fuck your girlfriend you pig! Rent some porn! Jesus christ.
Maybe I'm just tired and bitchy or something. sigh.
Its so NOT FAIR that everyone gets on with their partners so well. NOT FAIR! I try and try and fucking try and we can't go more than two weeks without having some kind of fucking epic meltdown. So frustrating. Sitting at work thinking about said melt down, and then a friend comes online that I used to fuck, he's fucking practically married and he starts in on the flirty messenger messages and then I realise, he wants to internet-fuck me! YUCK! Go fuck your girlfriend you pig! Rent some porn! Jesus christ.
Maybe I'm just tired and bitchy or something. sigh.