i geuss im not fit to do
i knew i wash crashing but tonite i realized that i got burnt. i new that thing were slipping. there were clear signs. but only tonite did i realize what happened. its not the fact that i got burnt, but the lack of facts that kept me from getting burnt. and it makes me mad that these facts were withheld. i was put into on of the worts situation i could be put into. i held my ground as long as i could but when i fell, i fell hard. maybe i should be mad at myself. i didnt stay true to what i thought was right. ehhh this is gay