Jun 26, 2007 04:44
i wish that being in seattle was a grand and ceaselessly enthralling adventure.
instead it's just a calm, gentle, and cleansing experience. a transition like tide.
i feel like i'm getting closer to the person i want to be but not filling my days with epic stories. i'm a gigantic bore.
next month, i try as hard as i can to get to santa cruz. i heard that there's a train that rides slow enough for dogs to jump on. but then how do i explain to my mother how i got there? and does it even matter at this point?
anyhow, i move into a big house with a lot of boys(all boys?)in august. hopefully that will go smoothly. but when does everything ever align? i still need to figure out what energy i'm forgetting to harness that leads to everything i want never culminating correctly.
the house that i'm moving into is going to be in seattle. i decided that it wouldn't be as temporary as i had originally perceived. goodbye, northeast. your smart wit and colorful autumn will be missed.
i really hope that i haven't talked myself into thinking this is a good idea because of potential i see in a singular person. i'd like to believe that that's something i'd never do.
but let's face it, it's exactly what i'd do all the time and with almost no second thought.
left coast, treat me right. that's a wish, hope, and prayer.
namaste, y'all.