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i don't really know what to do at this point. ever since i got laid off from my job i don't really know what to do with myself. i feel like i should be enjoying my time off from work. but i am actually really bored and depressed. the only thing i look forward to is working out and getting drunk. i don't know what type of job to get. i don't want to go back to the mall and i refuse to do that. but i also don't have enough experience to do things that i would be interested in doing. i might just have to go to a call center. ugh i don't know but i am seriously at a loss to what i should be doing right now. i want to enjoy what i am doing like i did my last job, i don't want to just settle for something. but i guess right now with the way jobs are going i just need to find something. this just sucks. why did they have to close my department that was a PERFECT job for me. :(