Jul 22, 2005 21:43
Well the end of summer draws nearer and nearer. I dont know what I am goin to do. It seems like I have so much to get done in a short amount of time. Then some stuff like packing up my whole room I didnt plan on doing but now i need to do. My grandma is moving into my parents house since she is failling in health really bad. Well since my room is bigger than what my bro's old room is then i will be in there and then my grandma will be in my room. Well my bro's room is also the computer room too so i cant have that much stuff in there since all that stuff is in there. So lately I have been workin a lot on packin and goin through things to see if I can get rid of any of it.
As of right now I plan on leaving here on the 17th of august to go back down to Florida. That could change though. I wouldnt get there though till late at night. Thus far my parents are still getting the town house that is in p'cola. They should be closing on it while we are down there. Which is good so they dont have to make another trip down there. So that means we are not only bringin my stuff but we are also bringin down stuff for the town house. So ya its gonna be crowded. I am ready to see some of my friends that I have not been able to see in quite some time. It will be good to see all of you again. There is one thing that I do know though I will not be dating anymore military guys. When I do date other guys it will be hard because I do not want to get hurt again.
I know that there are probably some guys out there that dont lie and cheat, but I have yet to find one that suites me. Its hard in a way now for me to trust anyone since I have been lied to so much. People take me for granted since I am nice, caring and sympathetic. I dont get it though why people have to lie and cheat on eachother like that. I mean do they not care about anyones feelings. I dunno mabye its just me and I am just too sinstive to others needs and feelings. I dunno but if you are a guy, well this part could be for guys and girls, dont lie to me because it is my biggest pet pieve. Just tell me the truth. I would rather it be that then me finding out from someone else or something because belive me I have my ways of finding out things. Then also do not make promises that you cant keep.
Neways the working summer is drawing too a close. I dont know what I am going to do without my dolphins around. I love them to death. Its been pretty awesome towards the end of the summer bc I have basically been able to get into the water with them like once a week. I mean how many ppl can acctually say that. I think I tend to love animals more than I do people sometimes. I mean do u ever wonder what goes through their heads about their owners. I dunno random thinkin. well thats it for now