its winding down

Apr 15, 2005 16:34

Well I have about one and a half weeks of school left and about two till I go home. I am really ready to get home so I can work and make my own income. I am also going to be sad bc I dont want to leave my bf. I am going to miss him. I have been told that I worry to much about little things that I shouldnt worry about. Which well i think is quite true. I always seem to just expect the worst from people. I am not sure why I guess i just never thought someone could be so nice to me. Then part of that i think is because of my childhood. I dont trust people very well because when i was younger i was lied to a lot by my peers. I really am trying though. I am sorry to those that I have made upset in the past few days I really did not mean too. I assumed things that were not true and I made people more stress than they already were. Well it is now all in the past and I am moving on. I guess I am just really scared and I dont want to get hurt.
Well anyways I have to begin some major studin this week for chemistry lecture final. It is going to suck. It is a cumulative final. blah I need to do well on it. I am not to worried about my pre calc final. Then in my theatre class it is just a regular test. Thank goodness. We are takin it a week early though so I will be done with that class on Monday:) In english I dont have a final and in basic communications it is just like a test. Its not cumulative. So ya basically my next week and a half is devoted to studin. Neways i gotta do things round here. laters yall!
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