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I feel like shit.
He's been such a fucking good friend and since he's moved we've hardly talked.
I feel like such an asshole.
I really need to start making more time for building relationships in my life.
I think I'm taking on way too much right now.
It's probably a really good thing that I'm not concentrating on just the one relationship anymore.
I have more time to be concerned with other people now.
And look how much happier I've been in the past couple of weeks.
But back to what I was saying,,,
I feel really shitty, and you never really know the impact you're having on someone's life.
It's really crazy. I never knew that I could be like...important to someone.
Fuck I feel terrible.
Blah.
And I hate that look I got today. Because you're probably fucking right, which makes me feel worse than I have in weeks. Fuck.
FUCK.
What a terrible fucking day.
He's been such a fucking good friend and since he's moved we've hardly talked.
I feel like such an asshole.
I really need to start making more time for building relationships in my life.
I think I'm taking on way too much right now.
It's probably a really good thing that I'm not concentrating on just the one relationship anymore.
I have more time to be concerned with other people now.
And look how much happier I've been in the past couple of weeks.
But back to what I was saying,,,
I feel really shitty, and you never really know the impact you're having on someone's life.
It's really crazy. I never knew that I could be like...important to someone.
Fuck I feel terrible.
Blah.
And I hate that look I got today. Because you're probably fucking right, which makes me feel worse than I have in weeks. Fuck.
FUCK.
What a terrible fucking day.