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Remember, remember the 5th of November.
My dream last night involved 3 middle-aged gay men. One was named Basil. I was talking to that man on a computer. The other two I bumped into on the street while trying to run to the airport with clothes in my arms...sans suitcase (wtf). It was really weird. So then I talked to the gay men and we had a lovely time, but then one of them turned into a cat and the other one got mad and stormed off. They were in construction suits only their pants were like chaps and they weren't wearing shirts.
Before all of that happened, my dream was taking place at school and I jumped on a certain girl's hand because she was pissing me off with comments she was making. Then I yelled at a certain boy because he wouldn't do something he said he was going to do.. or some shit like that. Then it got all sad and stuff, meaning this whole situation is now entering my dreams too.
The break up is still rough. I'm still trying to adjust to things. I'm definitely hurting.
We spent the yesterday at York together. Probably a somewhat bad choice, but our relationship was kind of unique, and I don't think space from him is going to help me very much right now. Most of the day was fantastic, that is until my dad called me and asked how I was doing (at which point I proceeded to burst into tears and blubber for about an hour or so). He's dealing with me well, however. I know I'm going to be okay, one way or another. Scratch that, I know we're going to be okay, one way or another. Yea I still have my hope for the relationship, stupid as that is. It's not like we stopped loving each other, we just.. had a lot of issues. But I can also deal with a fantastic friendship, even better than the one we used to have. So either way, I can deal.
Anyway, I just had to share some of my thoughts and feelings because its 8:30am and I have noone to talk to right now.
Today I'm visiting Glendon.
I'm very, very excited.
Glendon is the school that I am hoping to attend for my post-secondary education.
We shall see.
Last night I went to see Demetri Martin.
I also met him and it was phenomenal.
He even made fun of Tracy and I during the show (but in a good way.. not in a look-at-how-ugly-those-girls-are way).
Meat Loaf was playing in the theatre downstairs.
Amazing? I think so.
That's basically my story.
I'm going to get showered and dressed now, so I may be on my way to Glendon. Awesome.
♥
My dream last night involved 3 middle-aged gay men. One was named Basil. I was talking to that man on a computer. The other two I bumped into on the street while trying to run to the airport with clothes in my arms...sans suitcase (wtf). It was really weird. So then I talked to the gay men and we had a lovely time, but then one of them turned into a cat and the other one got mad and stormed off. They were in construction suits only their pants were like chaps and they weren't wearing shirts.
Before all of that happened, my dream was taking place at school and I jumped on a certain girl's hand because she was pissing me off with comments she was making. Then I yelled at a certain boy because he wouldn't do something he said he was going to do.. or some shit like that. Then it got all sad and stuff, meaning this whole situation is now entering my dreams too.
The break up is still rough. I'm still trying to adjust to things. I'm definitely hurting.
We spent the yesterday at York together. Probably a somewhat bad choice, but our relationship was kind of unique, and I don't think space from him is going to help me very much right now. Most of the day was fantastic, that is until my dad called me and asked how I was doing (at which point I proceeded to burst into tears and blubber for about an hour or so). He's dealing with me well, however. I know I'm going to be okay, one way or another. Scratch that, I know we're going to be okay, one way or another. Yea I still have my hope for the relationship, stupid as that is. It's not like we stopped loving each other, we just.. had a lot of issues. But I can also deal with a fantastic friendship, even better than the one we used to have. So either way, I can deal.
Anyway, I just had to share some of my thoughts and feelings because its 8:30am and I have noone to talk to right now.
Today I'm visiting Glendon.
I'm very, very excited.
Glendon is the school that I am hoping to attend for my post-secondary education.
We shall see.
Last night I went to see Demetri Martin.
I also met him and it was phenomenal.
He even made fun of Tracy and I during the show (but in a good way.. not in a look-at-how-ugly-those-girls-are way).
Meat Loaf was playing in the theatre downstairs.
Amazing? I think so.
That's basically my story.
I'm going to get showered and dressed now, so I may be on my way to Glendon. Awesome.
♥