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The events of the past are, indeed the past. There is no way to control it nor stop the waves of time from rushing in. My life has finally found some sort of equalibrium. I feel washed of all that was negative (meaning my father) now and thus... Once I get a new code I shall start another journal. It really isn't worth dwelling on what happened anymore. I have done it and although I can't take complete blame I do take a large portiion of it. I wish some could see how honestly sorry I am. I'll place the name on here when I get it.
Always,
Christopher
Always,
Christopher