I'm a rat, I'm a rat, I'm a clever clever rat cheese and whiskers! I'm a clever clever rat!

Sep 01, 2003 15:37

10 fishy points for anyone who can name where that came from.

Well... yes... today is nuts..... actually last night into today was nuts. It all started with me getting into a fight with heffer. She deserves me being mad, she completely made a huge mistake. After that I got into a fight with Lauren, again, min my opinion completely justified. Apparently she is falling for Pat again. It makes it all right, everythign all right that he trying when she agonized over him for a few weeks. The git Then this morning I got into a fight with Jaclyn.... not so justified. You see I got mad because she wouldn't do the simplest thing and not cut her hair... I got angry and said goodbye and hung up. Why was I angry? mostly looking for somthing to be angry at. I have a lot of trouble getting mad at Jaclyn... a lot of trouble. I guess part of me felt I found something I felt really justified getting angry with. I was put thorough hell and gave so much to the relationship and really nothing was given back for a few months and I need to vent my anger... kind of like hulk... except less green.

I am confuzzled

I keep pushing on this subject because I really don't know if jaclyn understands the extent of my pain for those months and yet I don't want to push it so much I push her away.

I love her, she is swell, she is ~Jaclyn~.... my ~Jaclyn~

--Christopher
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