two weeks, 5 days
Ok so as one avoids their purpose, the universe works against them. And if one is unknowing of their own power and self, the lessons and patterns become harder and more frequent.
I feel more inside myself and solid, aware of my energy, and I feel blessed.
I feel like the relationship I once cherished with my parents is kaput. I have no hard feelings, soft feelings, or any feelings at all about it.
I learned that our parents really are just people who have a couple more years than us and the day should come when they realize that their role as mother or father holds no status cos when you think about it, everyone should be treating everyone with respect and not be putting up their a lack of respect because "family".
People outside the home have encouraged my leadership qualities but within my family, I am a scapegoat and they disregard the qualities that others admire. They try to dimish me by not encouraging me at all, creating self doubt, which I've come to rely on to avoid my purpose. I caught myself trying to create self doubt already.