AGE
im so fucking sick and tired of people giving me shit about my fucking age. every single fucking person i ever talk to is all "ooh youre so young". and on occassion i get "youre too old" but thats rare. but i swear to god a lot lately it seems everyones giving me shit about it. everythings "oh, dont worry about it youre only 14" or "i have grown up things to worry about, you dont" or "youre too young for *insert whatever the fuck you want here*" and other "creative" phrases such as those. its bad enough when i get it from adults but when i get that from people who are ONLY A YEAR OR TWO OLDER THAN ME and call themselves my FRIENDS that fucking pisses me off. im not a fucking baby. to me, age is just a number that represents the number of years youve been alive, it doesnt determine how mature you are or what youve been through in your life. chances are i know a hell of a lot more about life and have been through a lot more shit than almost anyone who ever tells me im too young. i know im younger than most all of my friends, but if it doesnt bother me why should it bother anyone else. im so fucking sick of it, now i cant even talk to anyone of my FRIENDS without hearing "nikki youre too young" and its fucking driving me UP THE WALLS. i swear every single fucking person who says that to me needs to get smacked upside the head by a fucking 2 by 4 and learn to grow up themselves. i hate people who treat me like a child just cuz i may be a year or so younger than they are. and being older doesnt make anyone so god damn special either. and i dont rlly care who i may have pissed off whos reading this, if anyone. im just fucking sick of it. sick of being judged on how fucking old i am when its something i have NO CONTROL OVER. i hve more thoughts on this but ill stop for now before i punch a hole in the fucking wall or something.. comment if you have anything to say worth my time.