The last thing I want to be is mediocre
It's been a while since I've posted here. I really have to start friends-locking since I realised people I really don't know check my blog on a very scarily regular basis. I'm not talking about unknown schoolmates, these people have no connections to me whatsoever. I don't like the feeling of having someone monitor my behaviour to that large an extent.
It's a new year and I'm nineteen in just a while. A year ago, things were so different.
I did not end off Year 2009 with a "give thanks to everything" post and neither did I start 2010 with any. I am nineteen in a while and capable of better and for that, I need to thank a great deal of folks.
To all those who made my days like hell, I'm not going to point fingers and start crying in a corner. I'm not grieving or guilty. I really want to punch you all in your faces and kick your head into a bucket of dog poo because you deserve it. All this time I casted all the blame upon myself without realising that you guys could have at least been more decent.
With all that pent-up anger released, I want to sincerely thank my loveliest friends. It's no longer fashionable to plaster your affections all over the net (especially with spying eyes) but you guys will know because I promise to show you how much I love youuuu.
Okay, actually it's the same few people because my social life is just as exciting as golf.
Working is very enjoyable though some aspects of it is contestably threatening. Like how I have to give tuition on all five weekdays, I think I may just fall dead. That is already the least threatening amongst other things.
& don't we all wish time would stop in February?
Off to find more nice songs to cramp into my Ipod.