hey baby pick up the phone its me!!!
Welp its week 2 of moving, well packing things up to move next weekend. I dont want to move but i really dont have a choice at this point in time. But thats ok. Im moving up from the south west side to the south east side. I finally got a day off of work today which was spent locked in my room cleaning and packing and doing hw for a&p. A long lost friend of mine showed up and hung out for a while which was nice. But me and this boy who i cant get out of my head couldnt get a min alone. Maybe we can do (lol) a movie next weekend. Well this boy u should all know by now. we r still dating at this point which isnt being spread around like it was b4. we r keepin it on the dl. which is a good thing at my house. I went out and shoot pool with him,my sissy, and the man beast which unforunately i will be related to sooner or later.
Pregnancy is spreading like wild fire here at my house. NO i am not pg. Let me repeat that i am not pg. But my dear sweet cousin jj might be and her sister might be. Down fall to that whole situation is that missy (jj's sister) might be pg from my boyfriend but it happend b4 we got together. SO i think that still makes it ok right???? IDK.
My classes and working are kicking my ass. Like i said i was working on hw for most of the day and i still have to work on it some more. Which im not doin at this point bc.... i just dont feel like it.
My working this month and 2 weeks is going ok. The company im working for is getting taken over sooner or later. THe plus to that is the i go from 9.25 to 11 an hour. YEs go megan go.
I want to post pic on here but i dont know how. I have figured that i cant do it so the pic i keep promising wont happen. Unless *hint hint*(yes that is to u).
Kyle and I are working this whole moving thing and dating and working and school thing out. Maybe i will stay a day or 2 with kim and come over and visit him when jj visits chris and his mom. sneaky sneaky right??? The poor boy keeps getting asked do u really like her or r u just playing with her and he tells everyone that he has told me that he really likes me. So everyone just needs to back off of him. I really do like him and i dont care whether anyone else does or not. If he is dating another girl thats w/e, but he still spend every weekend trying to talk or see or spend time with me even if its just a second or a min of time. We still see it as something.
ME and my dad have gotten close. but he makes life hard on me sometimes. Im a big tough girl dad. BUt he dont see that he see me as a little kid who needs the guy on the white horse to save me. But i dont. I need it from time to time but not everyday. I need to be able to have a broken heart or ppl to talk to, other than him and the preapproved ppl through him. BUt i guess that its a dad thing and ill never fully get why he is doing it. Hopefully he'll let me grow up sometime, or ill grow up and have to leave him out of certain things in my life (LOVE life is the major one and friends is the other)
I just dont know if im happy or just living a facade of being happy. the days spent doing what i please without having to look over my shoulder is the time i think im really happy. BUt the days where i have to look out for someone watching me i live the facade. But what can i expect being the baby of the family. OR beign the little girl who sat on dads shoulders until she got to fat to do that. Oh well i bet ppl deal with this too but never write or talk about it.
My girls left this weekend for tenn. They should be back tomm. hopefully. So im flying solo which is nice. but i miss them. I LVOE U GUYS!!!!!!! well i think that im going to work on my hw or pack some more so.
I love yall!!!!
<3 mel
Ps: 1 month and 3 weeks with little tiffs on the way we have been together
Pregnancy is spreading like wild fire here at my house. NO i am not pg. Let me repeat that i am not pg. But my dear sweet cousin jj might be and her sister might be. Down fall to that whole situation is that missy (jj's sister) might be pg from my boyfriend but it happend b4 we got together. SO i think that still makes it ok right???? IDK.
My classes and working are kicking my ass. Like i said i was working on hw for most of the day and i still have to work on it some more. Which im not doin at this point bc.... i just dont feel like it.
My working this month and 2 weeks is going ok. The company im working for is getting taken over sooner or later. THe plus to that is the i go from 9.25 to 11 an hour. YEs go megan go.
I want to post pic on here but i dont know how. I have figured that i cant do it so the pic i keep promising wont happen. Unless *hint hint*(yes that is to u).
Kyle and I are working this whole moving thing and dating and working and school thing out. Maybe i will stay a day or 2 with kim and come over and visit him when jj visits chris and his mom. sneaky sneaky right??? The poor boy keeps getting asked do u really like her or r u just playing with her and he tells everyone that he has told me that he really likes me. So everyone just needs to back off of him. I really do like him and i dont care whether anyone else does or not. If he is dating another girl thats w/e, but he still spend every weekend trying to talk or see or spend time with me even if its just a second or a min of time. We still see it as something.
ME and my dad have gotten close. but he makes life hard on me sometimes. Im a big tough girl dad. BUt he dont see that he see me as a little kid who needs the guy on the white horse to save me. But i dont. I need it from time to time but not everyday. I need to be able to have a broken heart or ppl to talk to, other than him and the preapproved ppl through him. BUt i guess that its a dad thing and ill never fully get why he is doing it. Hopefully he'll let me grow up sometime, or ill grow up and have to leave him out of certain things in my life (LOVE life is the major one and friends is the other)
I just dont know if im happy or just living a facade of being happy. the days spent doing what i please without having to look over my shoulder is the time i think im really happy. BUt the days where i have to look out for someone watching me i live the facade. But what can i expect being the baby of the family. OR beign the little girl who sat on dads shoulders until she got to fat to do that. Oh well i bet ppl deal with this too but never write or talk about it.
My girls left this weekend for tenn. They should be back tomm. hopefully. So im flying solo which is nice. but i miss them. I LVOE U GUYS!!!!!!! well i think that im going to work on my hw or pack some more so.
I love yall!!!!
<3 mel
Ps: 1 month and 3 weeks with little tiffs on the way we have been together