confusion is setting in
well peeps i think that my whole thought of jj and becky and jason have all changed. Last night i seen some true colors of a few friends of mine. Jason is the first yes i thought i liked him but the color he is showing the most is cocky and an asshole. We needed him to step up to the plate and take care of our little girl for just the night but his head just happend to b shoved up aa 15 yr olds ass. Which is fine and dandy but becky really needed him to be there for just a second then he could have went back to is normal life. JJ showed that she cares more for becky than any other perosn ever will. She sat out fornt and cried for hours bc the thought that was she was useless in the baby's life just killed her. enough with that whole sence of last night.
i have a question is it ok for a 19 yr old to like a 16 yr old. im so unsure at this point whether i like this boy or if he likes me. But i am told that we act as though we are dating with out even thinking about it. IM so confused. Plus my ex best friend is being a little bitch and the whole thing is confusing me. the reason i dont talk to her is not bc of her cousin but bc of the shit she said and what her mom said. i wish that the ppl i like or love will just stop and start treating me as a lover or friend and less as their welcome mat. I have come to believe that they think that i have no emotions and they can walk all over me. but that will never happen bc i let it happen i need to start lookin out for me and not for every other person but i know that i can not do that. Im to much of a softy for that. I just confused with everything and this computer is pissing me off so ill add more later
thanks for listening
*hugs ~mel~
i have a question is it ok for a 19 yr old to like a 16 yr old. im so unsure at this point whether i like this boy or if he likes me. But i am told that we act as though we are dating with out even thinking about it. IM so confused. Plus my ex best friend is being a little bitch and the whole thing is confusing me. the reason i dont talk to her is not bc of her cousin but bc of the shit she said and what her mom said. i wish that the ppl i like or love will just stop and start treating me as a lover or friend and less as their welcome mat. I have come to believe that they think that i have no emotions and they can walk all over me. but that will never happen bc i let it happen i need to start lookin out for me and not for every other person but i know that i can not do that. Im to much of a softy for that. I just confused with everything and this computer is pissing me off so ill add more later
thanks for listening
*hugs ~mel~