I tried counting sheep; But there's one I always miss...
Blah, the last couple of days have been emotionally rough if nothing else. I've been sick but I can handle that. I've just been stressed out and depressed. I am tired of school and can't stand it. I wish there was a different path I could take. USF has only succeeded in making me hate things I used to love... For example french. I am so over it now thanks to their damn foriegn langauge department. I am to the point where I hardly want to go to France anymore when before that was a lifelong dream I had since I was able to talk.
Same thing happened to me when I was a kid... I loved to write and even read... now both are chore.... Damn the poor educational systems.
Works been ok.. Bearable at most. Friday and Sunday wasn't too bad. I had to call off Saturday to go to Elicia's spur of the moment wedding. My manager congratulated me on by far one of the best call in messages though. Yes folks, thats right... Miss Elicia Bettenhausen, is now Mrs. Elicia Black, as in Kory Black.. my how the world turns. My "best friend" is married... I cried.
Mandy and I realized the two of us are probably are going to be alone forever. I don't know that she will be though.. atleast she sort of has a boy toy. Lately I feel quite abandoned or isolated I should say.... I feel like I have no real friends. I come home from work or after school tired of doing homework and refusing to do anymore and end up sitting around this lonely lil apartment solo.
One sign that you are pathetic is you have an unlimited movie rental plan at blockbuster and no one to watch the unlimited movies with.... so in turn you've watched pretty half of blockbuster alone.
I am going to get a second job.
Same thing happened to me when I was a kid... I loved to write and even read... now both are chore.... Damn the poor educational systems.
Works been ok.. Bearable at most. Friday and Sunday wasn't too bad. I had to call off Saturday to go to Elicia's spur of the moment wedding. My manager congratulated me on by far one of the best call in messages though. Yes folks, thats right... Miss Elicia Bettenhausen, is now Mrs. Elicia Black, as in Kory Black.. my how the world turns. My "best friend" is married... I cried.
Mandy and I realized the two of us are probably are going to be alone forever. I don't know that she will be though.. atleast she sort of has a boy toy. Lately I feel quite abandoned or isolated I should say.... I feel like I have no real friends. I come home from work or after school tired of doing homework and refusing to do anymore and end up sitting around this lonely lil apartment solo.
One sign that you are pathetic is you have an unlimited movie rental plan at blockbuster and no one to watch the unlimited movies with.... so in turn you've watched pretty half of blockbuster alone.
I am going to get a second job.