"And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces"
i have no idea why i'm writing in this again
maybe because i'm bored...or annoyed...frustrated...anxious...confused
blahh
so pretty much one of the greatest friendships i've builtup over the past 15 months...has been broken down in about 3 hours
it just sucks because no one understands how unique our friendship really is...i on't think i really understand it fully...
so we dated off and on for the past 8 months...and just ended it completely saturday night...that's the first time i've ever felt so...i don't even know the word for it blahhhh
we got into a pretty big fight though...i don't see how we can ever have the same relationship that we did before...for reasons i don't feel like explaining...
i'm just so frustrated...we haven't talked since sunday morning...a part of me misses him...and another part is still angry and wants to punch him in the face
i don't knowwww
maybe because i'm bored...or annoyed...frustrated...anxious...confused
blahh
so pretty much one of the greatest friendships i've builtup over the past 15 months...has been broken down in about 3 hours
it just sucks because no one understands how unique our friendship really is...i on't think i really understand it fully...
so we dated off and on for the past 8 months...and just ended it completely saturday night...that's the first time i've ever felt so...i don't even know the word for it blahhhh
we got into a pretty big fight though...i don't see how we can ever have the same relationship that we did before...for reasons i don't feel like explaining...
i'm just so frustrated...we haven't talked since sunday morning...a part of me misses him...and another part is still angry and wants to punch him in the face
i don't knowwww