Oct 22, 2005 14:42
my birthday was on thursday!...17 yeaaa!
brenna, olivia, kate & eak all made signs and stuck them in my parking sopt & decorated my spot & gave me a dancing santa haha! it was sooo funny/cute! def didnt expect it! had a soccer game later that night, fucked up my knee in the first 20 min of the game...popped the knee cap/hyperextended something else (ligaments maybe) i dunno im going to the doctor monday...we tied 1-1...oo well...talked to cole for a while...he is seriously the most awesomest guy ever!
then yesterday was ehh so so...couldnt really walk...after school i went to go get ice cream with bryan...i think he knew i was stressed out...i dunno...well then i went to oktoberfest with hil, olivia, jen, kate & alli...it was iight...then to wendys...and i thought i was stn at hil & jens...but they said we needed to stop by the barn to feed thier cats before we go back home...so when we get to the barn everyone yells surprise....aww they threw me a surprise partyyy...i def didnt expect it...or pick up on any clues! it was funny cuz i see brenna first looking all gangsta...then zach in his boxers haha...gosh it meant a lot though that people actually care...it was like kle, hil, bren, olivia, zach, josh, jen, kelly, alli, buffie, mere, allison, april, kate, bryan, tyler, jackson, jason, drew, and susana...bryan & kle stole me a road sign...Allison Ln! haha...tradition...and i got the first saeson of Laguna Beach...and 10 things i hate about you, the cutest slippers & scarf, REESES, money, 10 things i hate about you, and starbucks gift card yummmm....yea i seriously loveee my friends! so yea we all stn at the barn....me, olivia, eak, bren and kate went to walmart at like 12 30...and then taco bell haha...and the peto where we saw someone and drove by them like 5 times...they thought we were insane haha...yea so that adventure was fun...then later me kle olivia, alli, april, hil jen & susie all went to wesley chapel elem to climb on the roof....haha only like a 20 min walk...it was so much fun though! pretending to be rocks when cars came!...then we played kemps...me and allison were awesome at it...even though are signals sucks haha...but yea it was fun! haha so it was like 4ish when we finally headed up to the loft for bed...and some people were already sleeping...they got pretty pissed at us...so 3 people left at like 4 30 in the morning...oo well...but yea i ahd to get up earlyyyy for soccer...so i got like 2 hrs of sleep...hmm i didnt even egt to play in my game...i fucked my knee up even worse in warm ups, it keeps popping in and out of place ughhh...we lost 0-5 :( last game too and i couldnt even play
well at least last night was a ton of fun! i got to hang out with some awesome people! and i was so surprised...this birthday was def the best...i love love love love love my friends to death...im lucky to have them!
so ive decided im not gonna keep falling for.....he seems to act like he cares and then he'll change and not care at all...or seems like it, hes two faced at times...so im going to try my hardest not to give into his caring side...plus he doesnt know wtf he wants, im sick of wasting my time....