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Cant lay here anymore have to do something.
i have the flu. eww. yeah its lame.
i feel too sick to eat.
it feels like menopause with the pain and then the hot and cold flashes. ha.
blarney bus is the 15th.. same day and my extravaganza party. yes. love my peoples for including me in this! i got some cute really cute ideas and some supplies for my toga outfit. i really want some gold lace up the shin shoe thingies..
i was researching ceasar-esque clothing for women.. it turns out the romans are pretty much just replicas of the greeks. soo its kinda easy to find some stuff to wear. cleopatra was the only beautiful signifigant woman of the time i found anything about but she wasn't even from the same continent as ceasar.. but still the gold jewerly was a big thing everywhere.. not so much the black wig and other things that she had though. which would have been fun.
the toga party is also a graffitti party so i didnt want to spend too much on material because it will probably get written on. i got cheap white fabric for the most part, but some gold fabric too and so i think it will be beautiful..
how can you not look like a big fat weirdo in a toga? let me know. everything looks stunning except id like to work out some ways to take attention AWAY from my mid section.. and my booty even looks funky in a sheet. haha.
my cousin is coming in that ive only seen ONCE since i was 8, and that was at his dads funeral. im super excited! I hope everyone has a great time. Its a million peoples birthday weekend.. including TAYLOR HANSON! soo i dont' knwo how i can incorporate him.
for the blarney bus ive got a cute thingy im making for a clover headpeice.. and a cute green shirt to go with my jacket and skirt. so there will be a costume change from ireland to rome, holla back.
ha.
school work is piling. im gonna get some done today while im home if i feel up to it. i have so much to do and two things are due tomorrow and rachel is coming home.
i just wanna spend every waking minute with her but work, and the flu, and school might fuck it all up. did i mention money? ha. yeah this costume is the last thing i could buy before the MAJOR bill paying comes in. I got upset. because i feel like im never gonna get out of this fucking place.. why? because my bills exceed my income. they already do.. now add car insurance and health insurance.. and that means no food or gas.. and still in debt. but im putting it in Gods hands. i can't handle it.
i try my hardest to get ahead on my assignments so shit is done.. and then it turns out that i don't have anything to do for like two weeks because i did it all ahead of time.. and soo i forgot to keep checking my online work and i missed something. which sucks. i thought i was way ahead but it caught up with me. and then i turned it in anyway.. and got full credit! yes!
im not worrying about shit anymore. fuck it. i am over the fact that im still in school. its a blessing. i love school for the most part. im glad im learning. and ill hate it when its all over.
ive got this constant thought about how we only have up to like, 100 years on this planet MAX.. and well, it amazes me what people spend their time on. teaching. its sooo awesome that you only get ONE life and people spend it educating others.. for the future. i love that. i just overlook shit like that. i think i want to teach PR.
im head over heels in love with history now. its always been dreadful to me. but the tudors, and marie antoinette, napoleon, art history, the romantics.. its just so wonderful to me. i love it all. and i just love to study it. im excited to do homework for it.
i gotta go. im gonna pass out. bitch is sick give her a break.
i have the flu. eww. yeah its lame.
i feel too sick to eat.
it feels like menopause with the pain and then the hot and cold flashes. ha.
blarney bus is the 15th.. same day and my extravaganza party. yes. love my peoples for including me in this! i got some cute really cute ideas and some supplies for my toga outfit. i really want some gold lace up the shin shoe thingies..
i was researching ceasar-esque clothing for women.. it turns out the romans are pretty much just replicas of the greeks. soo its kinda easy to find some stuff to wear. cleopatra was the only beautiful signifigant woman of the time i found anything about but she wasn't even from the same continent as ceasar.. but still the gold jewerly was a big thing everywhere.. not so much the black wig and other things that she had though. which would have been fun.
the toga party is also a graffitti party so i didnt want to spend too much on material because it will probably get written on. i got cheap white fabric for the most part, but some gold fabric too and so i think it will be beautiful..
how can you not look like a big fat weirdo in a toga? let me know. everything looks stunning except id like to work out some ways to take attention AWAY from my mid section.. and my booty even looks funky in a sheet. haha.
my cousin is coming in that ive only seen ONCE since i was 8, and that was at his dads funeral. im super excited! I hope everyone has a great time. Its a million peoples birthday weekend.. including TAYLOR HANSON! soo i dont' knwo how i can incorporate him.
for the blarney bus ive got a cute thingy im making for a clover headpeice.. and a cute green shirt to go with my jacket and skirt. so there will be a costume change from ireland to rome, holla back.
ha.
school work is piling. im gonna get some done today while im home if i feel up to it. i have so much to do and two things are due tomorrow and rachel is coming home.
i just wanna spend every waking minute with her but work, and the flu, and school might fuck it all up. did i mention money? ha. yeah this costume is the last thing i could buy before the MAJOR bill paying comes in. I got upset. because i feel like im never gonna get out of this fucking place.. why? because my bills exceed my income. they already do.. now add car insurance and health insurance.. and that means no food or gas.. and still in debt. but im putting it in Gods hands. i can't handle it.
i try my hardest to get ahead on my assignments so shit is done.. and then it turns out that i don't have anything to do for like two weeks because i did it all ahead of time.. and soo i forgot to keep checking my online work and i missed something. which sucks. i thought i was way ahead but it caught up with me. and then i turned it in anyway.. and got full credit! yes!
im not worrying about shit anymore. fuck it. i am over the fact that im still in school. its a blessing. i love school for the most part. im glad im learning. and ill hate it when its all over.
ive got this constant thought about how we only have up to like, 100 years on this planet MAX.. and well, it amazes me what people spend their time on. teaching. its sooo awesome that you only get ONE life and people spend it educating others.. for the future. i love that. i just overlook shit like that. i think i want to teach PR.
im head over heels in love with history now. its always been dreadful to me. but the tudors, and marie antoinette, napoleon, art history, the romantics.. its just so wonderful to me. i love it all. and i just love to study it. im excited to do homework for it.
i gotta go. im gonna pass out. bitch is sick give her a break.