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[fishink]

I really wasn't going to post anything if I didn't change my layout. I'll make another header or just edit the previous one. Don't get me wrong I really like it, but after a couple of days it was too much... pink, pink and flowers everywhere.. I just couldn't keep it any longer LOL

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[ltprongs]

I'm going to comment here instead of asking you about this because I know you don't like to talk about yourself and it's really something you've decided to write this down here and share it with the class (so to speak, lol).
I think it's normal to wonder what you're going to do with your life, especially with spare time in your hands to listen to your own inner voices and stuff. At least, I do it all the time when I'm not with headphones or not studying or watching something, that's why I tend to avoid silence. Silence is dangerous when you aren't sure about you and your qualities and capabilities, it's terrible to know you are not excellent in something you like or not even good at all. It leaves you with three options: try harder, quit or keep on like that. I'm in a similar situation now and I don't know, I feel there's not enough time for me to try harder but I'm going to do what I can. The other options are out of the question.
The worst thing about failing (when you really fail, not when something goes wrong like it happened with your visa) is disappointing yourself. If you fail and you feel you did all you could, then you can face the others who got disappointed in you. I know it's awful when you can't fill your friends' expectatives, but hell, most of the time they aren't going to tell you "hey, don't do it, you're gonna suck" even if they think you will (I did it once and it's not a very good idea =/) so don't worry about it. Worry about yourself and gather strength to do it the best you can.
I think you're gonna be a good teacher, honestly. By teaching you can learn a lot (because you have to explain things and so on) and you're definitely gonna improve your english =).