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It's before class and I don't really feel like writing. I am upset, but working through it.
Justin told me on Saturday night that Justin's family is probably going to move, either at the end of fall semester, or at the beginning of the summer. They will either be moving to Texas, Washington, California, or Japan. There is a very slight chance that this will not happen, but it is very very slight. Justin has decided that if this happens, he will go with his family. I will not go into the nitty gritty, but most of Saturday night, Justin and I were crying. I do feel a bit better than before he told me about all of this, because I thought the reason he was being distant was because he wasn't as in to me as he was before. I think he feels a bit better too. I think he thought I would be mad at him, even hate him, for his decision. I felt neither of those emotions and told him as much. I also told him very forcefully that he better not hold back from our relationship because he is afraid of getting hurt. I told him that getting hurt a little worse in the end was better than staying in a half assed relationship.
Anyway. Things are slowly returning to normal. We are talking more on the phone so far, and he is going to come over on Wednesday. Hopefully he will not be distant then.
Love you all,
Ally
Justin told me on Saturday night that Justin's family is probably going to move, either at the end of fall semester, or at the beginning of the summer. They will either be moving to Texas, Washington, California, or Japan. There is a very slight chance that this will not happen, but it is very very slight. Justin has decided that if this happens, he will go with his family. I will not go into the nitty gritty, but most of Saturday night, Justin and I were crying. I do feel a bit better than before he told me about all of this, because I thought the reason he was being distant was because he wasn't as in to me as he was before. I think he feels a bit better too. I think he thought I would be mad at him, even hate him, for his decision. I felt neither of those emotions and told him as much. I also told him very forcefully that he better not hold back from our relationship because he is afraid of getting hurt. I told him that getting hurt a little worse in the end was better than staying in a half assed relationship.
Anyway. Things are slowly returning to normal. We are talking more on the phone so far, and he is going to come over on Wednesday. Hopefully he will not be distant then.
Love you all,
Ally