el oh el

Dec 09, 2007 22:50

[[ i understand no one uses these anymore
idontcare
i'm using it to vent ]]

absolutely nothing has been going anywhere near good lately
anywhere near okay
fuck school
i'm so over doing homework already its crazy

i seriously want to just curl in a ball-sleep all day-read maybe- 
screw everything

how the could you do this?
honestly?
we love you
but its all fucking lies
everything
i can't believe a single fucking word that comes out of your mouth anymore
cause they're all absolutly false

and its not even really exaggerated truths
its flat out- top of your head lies
and the scary part is- is you're good at it
real good at it
make everyone believe you
you don't care about any of us

i'm sitting here crying cause of how much we love you
and you sit back. and do this to us?
wow. why? how? what's going through your mind when you do this?
what happend? i thought things were going good?

what the hell happened
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