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god damn! i never can do anything rite. wtf! i was supposed to go to the movies tonite, but nooo, just cuz of the fucking gay ass fight from last nite with steve, i couldn't go at the last minute so now i'm really pissed and when my mom gets home she is probably gonna take my phone away once again. omg! how the hell do you show respect to some ass fuck that you hate!!! tell me how to do that. cuz i obviously don't know how. god damn i hate him! i can't wait till he moves so i don't have to go over there anymore and deal with that shit!!! he is ruining my life, and my summer!!! this summer is deffinetly NOT the shit. it IS shit!!! it has been boring as fuck!! i mean the beginning was okay, but now i can just picture the rest of the 2 ugly months. ughh!! not very pretty as far as i can see....
w/e. life is soo pointless now. me and jamie were talking yesterday and we were thinking of some things to do...like run away, and other stuff. but its not like they would even care. well maybe just a little bit. but w/e. steve is not my dad so i shouldn't have to sit in a room and listen to shit from him!! he says he gonna call my dad and tell him all the shit jamie does and some other shit that i don't really even give a fucking shit about. he has NO god damn fucking right to even talk to us like the way he was. if that fuck head wants some damn respect from me, then he better give that shit out first. cuz i couldn't take it and a couple times i walked out and almost walked home. i mean, it wasn't even that far so i couldn't walked home without a fucking care in the world. i was tired, starving, and really not in the mood to talk (or should i say YELL!!) at that piece of BIRDSHIT!!!! haha lmao jamie!!!
and how dare my mom choose some guy over her own god damn kids!!! now someone pleeeeezzz come up and tell me that that is right!!! ha no its soo wrong and i can't believe she even did that. my mom was just standing there letting him say all the shit he said. and whatever jamie said, she didn't even back it up!! i mean what the fuck is wrong with her!! she doesn't know jamie, neither does steve!! i was the only one in that house that actually really knew her!! i know everything about what jamie has ever done and has ever thought about doing!! she tells me everything. so don't tell me i don't know her.
okay i'm really pissed and tired of writing this. so if someone wants to cheer me up, let me just tell you, its gonna take more than just a phone call or a conversation online for 30 mins or more cuz i'm not really in the mood for talking. w/e. do what you want to try to get me to be happy. just don't make me any madder than i already am. bye